Multiple Level of Faith

Thanks Pastor Daniel for ur preach. You said, Just Believe! Just Believe! Just Believe!
From ur preach, I heard the sound of God.
All these bad things happen because,
I lost the faith to God.

Dear Jesus,

Please forgive me because I was scolded You yesterday nite.
It's my fault but I scolded u. Sorry for making u sad.
I shouldn't keep blaming. I felt like escaping. I didn't want to face all these things.
But now u talk to me through the preach. You ask me, Just Believe !
Well. Lord. I will obey to u. I will only do what I can. Do what I should.
Lord. I choose to believe in u. I believe.
Lord, I faced lots of problems right now.
I leave the problems to u, I believe that u will help me to solve all these problems.
These are my problems, I believe that u will solve it for me.
One day later, when I read this post again, most of the problems will be solved ! Amen !
Problems:
1. This is the biggest problem for me, I argued with her. She misunderstand that I am leaving her. I just meant. I want to calm myself down. I always emo. I always hurt her and make her emo. That's what I mean. :( You said she is the one I am looking for but now. I don't understand why all these things keep happening on me. But I choose to believe u now. I believe that u have ur plan on us. One day later, we will be friend again and our relation will be better than last time. I'm willing to follow ur order. Just follow ur plan.
2. My friends are arguing. I duno what to do. God, please give me the wisdom. Teach me what to do to help my friends. I dun wan to kick my friend out of my assignment group.
3. I can't focus in my studies. I got too many problems and worries in my mind. Please take all these away from me. So that I can get a good result to glory Your name.
4. I want to be an active disciple. I don't want just to be a believer. I want to make changes. I want to be someone different. I want to be a leader. The church is my house. My home is at church. God. Help me. Change my mind.
5. It is blooding when I defecate. I don't know what's the problem but I don't think it's just a small matter. God, Heal me.

In God, I can do anything. Nothing is impossible in God.
God, I believe u will help me to solve my problems. One day later, I will glory ur name through this.
Amen !
1414 hour. 27 March 2013.

God's Will !

I love blogspot actually. Blogspot provides us a platform to write our feelings out.
In facebook, when u write something, everyone can see it. No more privacy.

I have believed in God since 2008. 5 years I have believed in God.
There were so so so many things happened in these 5 years.
I was a simple and pure boy. I was so happy everyday.
I didn't have any worries, problems and etc.

Thanks God for leading me to be a "Big" boy in these few years.
I faced so many problems and challenges before
but all these challenges and problems really grow me up a lot.
I really agree with the problems can grow someone up.

Every moment I face the problems,
God always be there!
God Would Never Put Us Through !
Due to some matters, I left God
But now I am back to the God's arms.
God. You asked me whether want to do something in CGCC.
Yes, Lord ! I want. Let me do a lot but not something.
May Your Glory fill this place !
When Pastor Robert Wilson asked:
Do you love "Me"? three times.
Seriously, I realized that I have lost the love in my heart.
God, Give me the faith ! I want to Love You more!
I Love You, Jesus!

Big God Do Big Things with Small Deeds.

Everything is just like a story.
I still can remember the night on 22/2/2013,
I bring u the moon, I told u that I like you,
we talked a lot until 2am(Aww! Early in the morning !).
After that day, I keep worrying that
u don't like me, evade me and etc.
I can't sleep well everyday. All these changed the way I treat u.
I started treating u like a girl that I want to chase but not my best friend.

But ! Something different happens !
When God is here, something different happens !
Thanks to the God's servant, Pastor Robert Wilson,
an awesome and powerful preacher,
shared a powerful and meaningful preach !
Pastor Robert has motivated me a lot today.

I was shocked when Pastor Robert asks:
Do You Love Jesus? x3
at the same time pointing at me.
I stunned for few seconds, I really believe that there were not accidentally points
but all these are what God wants to tell me and ask me.
I really blessed.
3 Things I got from this preach:
1) Faith - Believe in ur God no matter what happens especially when ur prays delayed.
               John 13:14 You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.
               Since God has promised to us, then he will do it. He will reply our pray at the right time.

               So, we should wait for the God. God always help us in the way that out of our understanding.
2) Big God do Big Things !
3) Love God - Nobody will die for u except God.
                       Your boyfriend/girlfriend won't die for u even they said that they love u.
                       (Of course, I don't hope my girlfriend will die for me too, hahaha !)

From few different signs from God, I am sure that u are the one who is the one I am looking for !
Btw, I will treat u as my best friend from now on but not as how I treat u last time.
If u are the one God arranged for me, then I don't have to worry any more because

GOD ALREADY HAS HIS OWN PLAN FOR US ! AMEN !

成熟！

如果有一天人家问我什么是世界上最快的，那我的答案肯定会是“时间”。
不知不觉中七个月就这样过去了，

那时的我还在拼命为着考试努力，
而现在的我已经准备要进大学了。
未来的道路真的还很长，还很远，
我不懂未来我会是个怎么样的人，

我希望我还会是个好人。

这几个月里，喜怒哀乐样样都有。

喜

喜乃是发自内心的快乐，

这种感觉通常只会出现在帮助别人的时候。
读了一本书《29天付出》，
真是一本不错的书，教导别人付出的好处，
令我获益良多，当人付出的时候才能发现到自身还有什么可以给人。
我能给的就是我的时间与精力，
我没有很多的钱，我的金钱有限，
但我能给于很多的时间和精力，
我很愿意当一位司机，一位导游，一位聆听别人诉苦的对象。
每当我帮助别人的时候，总是会很喜乐，一种与短暂快乐不一样的感觉。

怒

七个月里只有一件让我生气的事，现在的我依然放不下，

想想下我也好多年没有生气了没有说粗话可，
要不是这件事，我才不会破戒。
真希望我能够放下这件事，
原谅和宽恕真的不容易。

哀

爱情总是让人心痛。
从认识到陌生，这段过程总是不好受，
最终还是说一句算了吧。
时代变了，好男人已经过时了，
现在已经是男人不坏，女人不爱了。

乐
在家靠父母，出外靠朋友，这句话说得一点都没错，
离开了家里，就一个人了，没有朋友的日子很难过，
但感恩的事，我的身边都有很多小天使在守护着我。
七个月，大多数的时间都是跟朋友在一起嘻嘻哈哈，
能够认识你们真的是我的荣幸，真是我的光荣。
希望你们都能过得很好。

大学生活要开始了，
是时候成为一个成熟的人了，
我不再是一位小孩子了，
我要成为一个非常与众不同的人
我要成为一个人人都认识的富人，
我要成为一个父母以我为荣的人，
我要成为一个能够造就社会的人，

我要成为一个能够影响世界的人。

我的另一半啊，请问你何时才要出现，
我好像快点见到你啊，是不是班机迟了？
所以到现在你依然未出现。
无论如何，我愿意等待你的出现，
我相信你的出现必使我的世界增添色彩，
而我也要使你的世界变得更幸福。

The world is always changing !

The world is changing every moment. How should we follow the change of the world everyday?
Keep working? work harder? study harder? learner harder? Are those really the good ways?
Hahaha. Actually those're not important to me now. ;P

Today is a good day ! A wonderful morning. I woke up at 12pm but my friend is still sleeping. Sleep like a pig !

Whatever. I like it and I enjoyed it. :P

付出！:)

付出，会让你关注你有什么可以奉献给别人，这会让你的人生更加丰富。任何形式的付出都是一种积极的行动，都有可能开始一段变化的历程。它可以转移你对生活的能量。

这本书真的很适合我，不懂为什么第一眼看到你就想把你给买下来，果然是对的!

付出是一种没有回报的举动，付出得多未必会有人感谢你，
可是我依然非常得享受，是怪癖吗？还是已经成为了习惯。

其实，有时候我真的累了，有时候付出了还要遭受别人的冷言冷语和批评。
感谢上帝，每当我累时，你总是会派一位天使来帮助我充电，从新得力！

不管如何，我依然愿意付出，因为这就是我！我要永远付出和感恩！